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(no subject) [May. 2nd, 2005|10:30 am]
[mood | content with life!!]
[music |"When I Come Around" -Green Day-]

"I Smell Marijuanaaaaa!" -Billie Joe Armstrong- Well haven’t I had an eventful week! Well lets start at the beginning, Monday was Green Day in Albany and I went with Jessica and two of her friends. Then Tues through Thursday sucked! And then me and Orsi went on an adventure of mythical proportions!!! OK so we left Fri. after first period. We went to the bank and all that good shit and then got on the Mass. Pike, and oh how fun that was so we left at like 9 and got to the other side of MA when we decided to eat lunch, we went to Chili’s and got Nacho Chips and Soda And other things, it was good! Then after that we got back on the highway and finally got to NH and I got us lost because I wanted to look at Porsche's!!! Can you blame me, I mean, come on now! So then we finally got into Manchester (where the first GD show was) 4 hours after leaving Pittsfield. So we did a drive by of the arena and all that good shit. Then I went and checked us into the hotel that we were staying at. Then we decided to go buy shorts so we could swim in the pool, so we did just that and it was fun times! At like 5 we headed to the concert and shit and after I parked I made Chris go over to the security gates and wait to see some of the members of GD with me WHICH WE DID, and there was this crazy kid who wanted tickets because his like cousin had liver cancer. But anyways, I TALKED TO TRE COOL!!! Hahaha bitches Then we went to the front doors and waited for an hour or so. We saw Ryk and Steve and Matt. Ryk does not wear a helmet in NH, bad Ryk! Well then when we went in we had 3rd level seats, and we weren’t standing for that, so Orsi, groupies, hahaha, me, went to sneak onto the floor during the break between MCR and Green Day. So Orsi jumped the gate and I waited until the security guy turned away and then I just booked it hahahahaha. So I found Chris in a pit! OK so that show was better than Albany, it was just plain SYK!!!!! After the show we got lost again but just a little and got back to the hotel and died. The next morning I got up at like 9 and went and got continental breakfast while Orsi slept. We left at like 11 to head towards Amherst, this is the part where I fucked up really bad because NH highways suck balls. Anyways after being lost for a long time we found Amherst!! Then we played laser tag with these little crazy kids!!!!!! No you didn’t!!!! Yeah we did!!!! AWESOMENESS!!!! So after laser tag we went to the Mullins Center and got free parking and sat in a on campus Dunkin' Donuts for like 4 hours, it wasn’t bad though. So we saw some little kid skating on the ice and named him Joseph, and he will be an awesome hockey player someday. After Joseph we saw some lucky lady from ummmm, some country in Europe and we talked to her for like 2 seconds but she is following GD on the whole tour. Crazily awesome!! So after that Dan and Jason finally should up at like 5. They smoked we talked to Chris' new friends until it was time to go inside the arena place. OK That show just proved why Green Day is one of the greatest bands EVER, if the past 16 years didn’t do that already! MCR sucked so we went to the top and Dan and Jason smoked again haha. And we talked to Orsi's friends and then we went back to the floor and GD started playing and it was god like, Billie Joe was stoned out of his mind. The first sign of it was during Minority when he just started shreading on the guitar, this was my 3rd show on this tour and I had no idea what as going on the entire show!!! Then he said, "I Smell Marijuana!" very sarcasticly and it was AWESOME 'cause at that point I was stoned myself. That was hands down the best Green Day showI have ever been to. I acquired mad confeti, and I am going to put it into soda bottles like last time. After the show Jason, Dan, Orsi,and me where outside dancing and singing looking for some handouts, and some random college kid came up to us and was like, you guys want to jam. It was amazing we were beat-boxing and rapping and banging on trash cans!! After that we bought counterfeit T-Shirts which reminded me of that commercial about the counterfeit Mini Coopers. The drive home was really long because I was tired, but we made it! I think that ws the best time of my life or close to it!
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(no subject) [Apr. 15th, 2005|08:46 am]
[mood | calm]
[music |"Awaken From Mirc" -Disturbed-]

Well I will make this short and sweet.
Life is good.

I got the coolest book yesterday.
Vacation starts in 2 hours.
No CoOp for 2 weeks.
Green Day in less then 10 days.




The only bad thing is prom is so fucked up!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Apr. 5th, 2005|12:12 am]
[mood | pissed off]

I feellike everyday is just nothing in a nutshell. I had such a good day until like 20 minutes ago, i honestly want to die right now, i feel so empty, i feel like some one just stuck a needle filled with novicane in my heart. The future does not look promising, AT ALL!! Sodium Sucks! My body does not match up with my mind. It is hard to explain all the shit that is going threw my mind right now, like i am happy about one thing but sad about the same thing at the same time, what the fuck. i dont know if i dont want to go to sleep or if i want to go to sleep so bad tha im not, i dont know if i want to go to the prom or if i resent it so much that i am forcing myself to take part in it. i don't know if i like working at my coop or if i hate it so much that it just seems like nothing. What the fuck is wrong with me. Like I can deal wqith stuff, but i can never really accept things, anyone have a cure. Like if something goes wrong i fix it, or atleast try, but i never ask myself wow how did that happen. ?? i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me, i have no true reason to be pissed right now but i still am for some reason, or maybe i have every reason to be pissed but i am only accepting a few of the reasons. i don't know, i need to find a way to vent some built up anger, it is really starting to get to me. You know what it is, it is the fact that i always deal with the small things when they spring up now and then, but whenever something big happens, i just let it stir around inside me, i am going to snap some day, i know it, i just dont know when. Scary shit. itsa like i know that something i dont want to happen is going to happen on friday but i dont want it to happen so bad that i think that if i stop it from happening in my mind that it will not happen in real life. it doesnt work that way. I just want to be happy in certain aspects of my life, and i dont see that happening, it sux. God i am so fucking Emo right now. What should I do, because i dont know?
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Wow, that came out of my mind!!! [Apr. 4th, 2005|11:38 pm]
[mood | AWESOME!!]
[music |Silence]

GreenDay6Freak: Fucking G Unit
GreenDay6Freak: here is a freestyle
GreenDay6Freak: ok
GreenDay6Freak: yea yea ok i need the bass in my headphones
GreenDay6Freak: i need the bass in my headphones
GreenDay6Freak: ok yea yea
GreenDay6Freak: ive been up to no good for 17 years now
GreenDay6Freak: ive made to the top and i aint takin no bow
GreenDay6Freak: how
GreenDay6Freak: how you gonna g me
GreenDay6Freak: just cause you tried to g me
GreenDay6Freak: and you cant even see me
GreenDay6Freak: i've seen free
GreenDay6Freak: and it just dont want to see me
GreenDay6Freak: gone the extra mile
GreenDay6Freak: to sell whats in the vile
GreenDay6Freak: its crack
GreenDay6Freak: it aint wack
GreenDay6Freak: it will get you the dough so you can get that mac
GreenDay6Freak: mac 10 mac 8
GreenDay6Freak: nigga you want to hate this
GreenDay6Freak: because you cant be this
GreenDay6Freak: taste this
GreenDay6Freak: its the tast of success bitch
GreenDay6Freak: and you cant have this
GreenDay6Freak: this is mine for the taking
GreenDay6Freak: and not yours for the faking
GreenDay6Freak: cause i can see through you
GreenDay6Freak: shot through your isuzu
GreenDay6Freak: ill put you under my voodoo
GreenDay6Freak: then when you got no clue, i'll spit my rhymes threw you
GreenDay6Freak: your done your broken, you talk about smokin'
GreenDay6Freak: but you got nothing in your bong, you joking
GreenDay6Freak: so all you want to talk about is balling
GreenDay6Freak: ballin'
GreenDay6Freak: and you aint even got a gram, you anint hauling
GreenDay6Freak: haulin'
GreenDay6Freak: if yuou think it's time, it's time
GreenDay6Freak: cause it's mine
GreenDay6Freak: it's mine
GreenDay6Freak: this whole rap game
GreenDay6Freak: that gave me fame
GreenDay6Freak: gave light to this name
GreenDay6Freak: Ryan Cirillo
GreenDay6Freak: Ryan Cirillo
GreenDay6Freak: Fuck You Bitch
GreenDay6Freak: Grip Up

That was rapped by me in a chat room, i think it is pretty good, going by the fact that i am white!!!! Hahahaha I don't know!!?!?!
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(no subject) [Mar. 28th, 2005|07:10 pm]
[mood | good]
[music |"St. Jimmy" -Green Day-]

''The death of one is a tragedy. The death of a million is just a statistic.''
-Joseph Stalin-

Found this quote on the web and decided to share it with everyone. If anyone is unfamiliar with the name, Joseph Stalin he may have single handedly changed the outcome of WWII. This man was a genius, not afraid to tell it how it was. This man deserves respect.
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(no subject) [Mar. 27th, 2005|05:05 pm]
[mood | good]
[music |"Tight Wad Hill" -Green Day-]

I'm a loser
A Drug user
And I don't need no accuser
Because I know i'm right


Is it salvation?




Well, destiny is dead
destiny is dead
destiny is dead
destiny is dead
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It has been a long time [Mar. 24th, 2005|09:27 pm]
[mood | content]
[music |"Who Not Me" -Ludacris-]

Well i have not updated in a good long time so i will tell you all the important things that have happened in my life. First of all Green Day is just around the corner and that is going to be awesome, i love GD they are awesome live, so im not worried about what it is going to be like. Ummmm next i would like to wish Caley and Sarah Happy Birthday on the 21st and 28th of this month, they now have their permits, and can drive, that is scarry. Well now i will change the subject, for so long the only girl in my life was Mary, haha you know Mary she is the one that gives you the funny's, but last Thursday I went to CT to visit a friend of mine, Meatball, and I met this Stephanie girl, who was very good looking for a dude like me. We got mad wet (drizzunk) and had the greatest time. That was an awesome time. We went bowling at 2 am and then went back to our hotel and had some (alone time) haha til almost 6 am. This is how I do Make a move Act A fool while I'm up in the hotel. Haha 50 is the man. Will some one tell me if i used 'awesome' in the proper context, thanks. Well i came home the next morning and had the average old skool friday night, you know going to the mall. Oh man I almost forgot, a few weeks back I went to Jerome's BBQ Pit MaD GOOD FOOD highly recomended and there has this guy named Dave, or so he said, and he owned a 1986 Dodge Viper, and every car that was ever made with a Hemi engine, and a Porsche 944 which he thinks is the fastest production car ever hahahaha, first thing the Viper did not come out until 1992 second there are way to many Hemi's around for him to own ALL of them and third a fucking 944 WTF my dads 911 2x turbo will FUCKING SMOKE YOU, dave you sure are a funny guy. I went and saw Unearth and Atreyu in Worcester, Atreyu sucked but Unearth was relly good. Um i know this entry has been confusing but i thank you for reading it.
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(no subject) [Mar. 24th, 2005|08:52 pm]
[mood | content]
[music |Slayer -Angel of Death-]

[Describe your]
x. [Wallet] Black Leather with Silver Buttons and no money
x. [Hairbrush] Avon; it is black
x. [Toothbrush] White and Green with alot of grooves
x. [Jewelry worn daily] Watch, Class Ring
x. [Blanket] Green and White Comforter
x. [Facewash] Nuetragena, butchered the shit out of that
x. [Coffee cup] Dunkin Doughnuts
x. [Sunglasses] Fucking Syk!!!
x. [Underwear] Plizzade
x. [Shoes] Grey Vans
x. [Favorite shirt] GGGGGG G-Unit
x. [Favorite pants] The Green Ones
x. [CD in stereo right now] Green Day -American Idiot-
x. [Tattoos] In August
x. [Piercings] None
x. [What you are wearing now:] G-Unit T-Shirt, Pants, and Socks
x. [Hair] Long and Curley

x. [Do you like candles] Yes
x. [Do you believe in love] Yes
x. [Do you believe in soul mates]Yes
x. [Do you believe in love at first sight] Yes
x. [What do you want done with your body when you die] Creamated and bring me to Berkley
x. [What are you gonna do when you're older?] Live a pittiful and meaningless life
x. [How many songs do you have on your computer?] 214
x. [What band are you listening to now?] Green Day
x. [Look out your window...tell me what you see] The Capitanio's house
x. [If you could have any animal for a pet?] Penguin, obviously
x. [What is the longest you've ever stayed up?] i think it was like 60 hours or something near that

[ When was the last time you ... ]
x. [Smiled?] 20 minutes ago
x. [Laughed?] When I was telling my sister how to make Moon Shine
x. [Cried?] When Josh Passed Away R.I.P. Man
x. [Bought something?] Lunch about 10 hours ago
x. [Danced?] Last Thursday, so a week ago!
x. [Were sarcastic?] Today, when I was on the phone with FLO
x. [Had a nightmare?] Fuck Nightmares, i'm not Scared, Bring it MoFo
x. [Last book you read] America: The Book
x. [Last movie you saw] Jim Breauer: HArdCorE
x. [Last thing you had to drink?] Diet Coke with Lime; wow that is a Fag drink, the lime taste that is fused into the beverage is so sweet, it fucking sucks, limes are tart they are not sweet i tell you, if i ever find out who the fucking retarded was that decided to make the limes sweet I WILL KILL THEM!!!!! That's Word
x. [Last thing you had to eat] Chicken

[ Body ]
x. [What do you most like about your body?] Hair
x. [And least?] Weight
x. [How many fillings do you have?] 3
x. [Do you think you're good looking?] No
x. [Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?] No
x. [Do you look like any celebrities?] No

[ Fashion ]
x. [Do you wear a watch?] Yes
x. [How many coats and jackets do you own?] 3
x. [Favorite pants color?] Black although I own no Black Pants
x. [Most expensive item of clothing?] $50 pants, and fuck that shit, those shits are made in the east, like far east they are made for like 2 dollars they should be sold for $10 , FUCK INFLATION
x. [Describe your style in one word] Supercalifragilisticexpalidoshious

[ Your Friends ]
x. [do your friends know you?] The know me, but they do not fully understand me!
x. [Are there traits in you that are universally liked?] I am hard to anger
x. [How many people do you tell everything to?] Zero

[ Music/TV/Books ]
x. [Favourite band ever?] What the fuck do you think, Green Day
x. [Most listened to bands?] Green Day, 50 Cent, Rammstein
x. [Do you find any musicians good-looking?] Yes
x. [Type of music most listened to?] Green Day
x. [Favourite book?] America: The Book

[ General Questions ]
x. [What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?] Rainy
x. [Do you consider yourself lucky?] Yes, i'm not dead
x. [Choose one word to describe how you feel most often] Confused
x. [Do you own any plaid clothing?] Yes
x. [Is there more than one zipper in your pants?] No
x. [Do you own braces?] No
x. [Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches?] I got mad hair Nigga
x. [Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?] It is big Nigga
x. [Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?] NA
x. [Do you own a bandana?] Yes
x. [Are you amused by safety pins] I like Guns
x. [Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?] Once or Twice

[Habits/beliefs ]
x. [Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything)?] Sometimes
x. [Are you an anarchist?] No, but the school administration thinks that I am
x. [Are you vegan/vegetarian?] No
x. [Do you think meat is murder?] Fuckin' slaughter those pigs and cows and bring em on!
x. [Have you ever slept in an alley or park?] No
x. [Do you wash your hair less than once a week?] No
x. [Have you ever gone a week without a shower?] No
x. [Age] 17
x. [Birthday] 8/22/1987
x. [Sign] Leo
x. [Location] Pittsfield, MA
x. [Status] flatline
x. [Crush] Yep, got a few of those
x. [Natural hair colour] Whatever color it is now, do you want me to go look in a mirror
x. [Current hair colour] See Above
x. [Eye colour] Hazel
x. [Height] 6'01"
x. [Shoe size] 12
x. [Parents] 2
x. [Siblings] 1 sister
x. [Live with] Mother, Father, and my Sister

[favorites]
x. [Number] 6
x. [Color] Red
x. [Day] Friday
x. [Movie] A Bronx Tale
x. [Food] Pizza
x. [Season] Fall
x. [Class] Electronics
x. [Teacher(s)] Mr. Brady
x. [Drink] Watermelon Smirnoff
x. [Veggie] Potato
x. [TV Show] South Park or Invader Zim or Chappelle's Show
x. [Radio station] 103.9
x. [Store] Coconuts
x. [Word(s)] Pick one of the 13
x. [Animal] I want a kitty or a penguin
x. [Flower] Black Rose

[this or that]
x. [Me/You] Meou
x. [Coke/Pepsi] Coke
x. [Day/night] Day, Green Day
x. [CD/cassette] CD
x. [DVD/VHS] DVD
x. [Jeans/khakis] Jeans
x. [Car/truck] Car
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What In The Fuck Did I Do!!!!!!!! [Feb. 28th, 2005|10:25 pm]
[mood | depressed]
[music |"Are We The Waiting" - Green Day]

I still can't believe that Josh passed away, it is so fucked up, I am still hoping for him to walk into electronics tomorrow high as a mother fucker. This has been the worst week ever, Yesterday was such a disaster and it really opened my eyes, it told me that i have to get healthy and do what I think is right, so i was all ready to start changing things and i am driving home today and my car dies. I mean come on, can I get a break. My car just fucking shut off as I pulled onto Rutledge Ave. What the fuck did I do, I am honestly in one of the worst moods you have ever seen. You know fuck this shit, Fuck Mrs. Soules, Fuck Price Chopper, Fuck Chevy, Fuck living paycheck to paycheck, Fuck this city, Fuck our president, Fuck Arnold Shwartafuck, Fuck the rich, Fuck whoever or whatever is responsible for Josh's death, Fuck ever person that has ever doubted me or mad fun of me, If it was'nt for the Judicial system in this country I WOULD FUCKING DESTROY ALL OF YOU!! I just want to finish school, turn 18, win the lotto, buy a token bride, live life knowing she is using me, then i guess just fall off the face of the earth. It is weird but I think everyone including myself needs to start living their life by a different motto, and that motto is, 'The only thing guaranteed in life, is death.' it is sad but true and we all learned how important it is to live for the moment yesterday, so to all of you I say, live life, whether you do drugs, drink, neither, no matter what just remember you are going to die, and you do not know when, as we learned yesterday.
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What The Fuck [Feb. 27th, 2005|09:10 pm]
[mood |WHY!!]
[music |"Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)" - Green Day]

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

Josh- You are easily the funniest kid in electronics. I don't know why your gone
but you are gone, but not forgotten! You tought me and probably alot more
people a valuable lesson today, you must live life while you have it
because you never know when it is going to be gone

R.I.P. you crazy bastard
5.16.88 - 2.27.05
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Boredom [Feb. 10th, 2005|08:13 am]
[mood | AHHHHHH!!!]
[music |"One of my Lies" - Green Day]

Happy Day after the day after your birthday Alicia

I HEART Green Day
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Ohhhh... Yeah [Feb. 9th, 2005|07:37 am]
[mood | good]
[music |"How We Do" - The Game]

Ahhh started at my coop job yesterday, it seems fun and i think i am going to learn alot. The money doesnt hurt either. Green Day tickets go up for sale next week, joy. Well Happy Hangover Birthday Day goes out to Alicia
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(no subject) [Jan. 31st, 2005|02:06 pm]
[mood | accomplished]
[music |Slippin' - DMX]

Ay yo I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I can't get up
Ay yo I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I can't get up
Ay yo I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I gots to get up
Get me back on my feet so I can tear shit up!

See to live is to suffer but to survive
well that's to find meaning in the suffering.

I been through mad different phases like Masons
to find my way & now I know that happy days are not far away
If I'm strong enough I'll live long enough to see my kids
doing something more constructive with they time than this
than bids I know because I been there
now I'm in there sit back & look
at what it took for me to get there
First came the bullshit the drama with my mama
she got on the fly shit until i wanted to split
and said that I'ma be that seed
that doesn't need much to succeed
strapped with mad greed and a heart that doesn't bleed
I'm ready for the world or at least I thought I was
Going too fast it wouldn't last but yo I couldn't tell

They put me in a situation forcin' me to be a man
when I was just learnin' to stand without a helpin' hand
Damn, was it my fault, somethin' I did
Back on the scene at 14 with a scheme
to get more cream than I'd ever seen in a dream
and by all means I will be living high off the hog
and I never gave a fuck about much but my dog
That's my only motherfucka I had offered my last
Just another little fcker headed nowhere fast

That ain't the half shit get's worse as I get older
actions become bolder, heart got colder
chip on my shoulder that I dared a fucker to touch
One deep went to for kicks
catchin' vicks throwin' bricks gettin by bein' slick
used to get high to get by used to have to puff my L
in the morning before I get fly
I ate something a couple of forties made me hate somethin'
3 years later showing signs of stress
didn't keep my hair cut or give a fuck how I dressed
I'm possessed by the darker side livin' the cruddy life
Shit like this kept me with a bloody knife
wanna do something but I'm fucking it up
I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I can't get up

Wasn't long before I hit rock bottom
believe me it could be done somethin's got to give
it's got to change cause I've got something
I've got to do the right thing for me
and that means less getting high drinking forties
So I get back lookin' type slick again
Nothin' but love for those that know how it feel
& much respect to all my boys that kept it real
Kept a man strong kept a man from doin wrong
You know who you are and this is yo fuckin' song
all the bullshit you'll get yours because it's due

can't get up...I gots to get up
This is from the heart baby, don't get it twisted
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I'll Show You!!!!!!! [Jan. 11th, 2005|07:34 am]
[music |"Jesus of Suburbia" - Green Day]

16 cars in 1 hour of driving, Fucking SYK!
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BORED [Jan. 4th, 2005|08:58 pm]
[mood | happy]
[music |"American Idiot" - Green Day]

HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: No, cousins freak me out.
2. Ran away: Once for like an hour
3. Pictured your crush naked: Yes
4. Skipped school: Yes
5. Broken someone's heart: I don't know.
6. Been in love: Yes
7. Cried when someone died: Yes
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Yes
9. Broken a bone: No
10. Done something embarrassing: Every Day
11. Lied: Yes
12. Cried in school: Yes, I hate you Flo!
13. Coke or Pepsi: Diet Pepsi

PICK ONE...
14. Sprite or 7UP: 7uP
15. Girls or Guys: Girls
16. Flowers or Candy: Black Roses
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: Shaved
18. Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes
19. Bitchy or Slutty: Slutty
20. Tall or Short: Shorter than I am but not really short
21. Pants or Shorts: Pants
22. Night or Day: Night

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: Face, Hair, Ass
24. Last Person You Slow Danced With: Sarah
25. Worst Question To Ask: Breast Size!?!
26. Showered: NR
27. Stepped outside: Ahh... confusion
28. Had Sex: No

ABOUT YOU...
29. Romantic memory: Giving Sarah Cimini a lift! Only my 9th grade friends will know this!!!!
30. Your Good Luck Charm: This 'Thumbs Up' sticker some kid gave me
31. Person You Hate Most: Dan Greene (not corey)
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: Green Day
33. On your desk: Monitor, Printer, Wallet, 4 Speakers, Keys, Cell Phone, etc.
34. Picture on your desktop: Confederate Battle Flag, Inverted American Flag, White Pride World Wide ensignia, etc.
35. Color: Red or Green
36. Favorite Movie: A Bronx Tale
37. Artist or band: Sweet Children <==== this is Green Day's old name
38. Cars: A bitchin' 1995 Cherolet Camaro
39. Ice Cream: Cookie Dough
41. Food: Pepperoni Pizza

WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most: Orsi
43. Makes You Smile: My friends
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: Billie Joe, Mike, Tre, and Orsi
45. Has A Crush On You: No One.
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Yes, My Meatball
47. Who Has It Easier?: Football Players
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See: My Meatball

DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: No
50. Save AIM Conversations: No
51. Save E-mails: Sometimes
52. Forward Secret E-mails: No
53. Wish You Were Someone Else: I used to
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: No
55. Wear Cologne: No
56. Kiss: Last kiss was 10th grade
57. Cuddle: Not Really
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: To download music.

HAVE YOU EVER...
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: No
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: No
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: Yes
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: No
63. Been Rejected: Yes
64. Been In Love?: Yes
65. In Lust?: Yes
66. Used Someone?: No
67. Been Used?: Fuck You Dan Greene
68. Dumped Someone?: No
69. Been Cheated On?: ?
70. Been Kissed?: Yes
71. Done Something You Regret?: To Much

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?: I shoke Meredith's hand
73. You Talked To?: My Dad
74. You Hugged?: ?
75. You Instant Messaged?: Cara
76. You Kissed?: Sarah Cimini
77. You Yelled At?: My Sister
78. You Thought About?: My Meatball
79. Who Text Messaged You?: Lindz
80. Who Broke Your Heart?: Sarah Cimini
81. Who Told You They Loved You?: My mother

MORE ABOUT YOU...
82. Color of Your Hair?: Brown
83. Have Tattoos?: 8 Months
84. Have Piercings?: No
85. Have A boyfriend/girlfriend? No
86. Own A Webcam?: No
87. Own A Thong?: lol No
88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: Yes
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: I Plead the 5th
90. Habla espanol?: Spic ass mofo's
91. Quack: Green Day

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...

92. Stolen Anything?: Yes
93. Smoke? I Do
94. Schizophrenic?: No
95. Obsessive?: Some Things
96. Compulsive?: Sometimes
97. Obsessive compulsive?: Sometimes
98. Panic?: Every time I see a cop and everytime I go to bed
99. Anxiety?: Yes
100. Depressed? Not any more

gOOD dAy i SAiD
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Greatest (nonGreen Day) Night Of My Life!!!!!!!!!!! [Dec. 17th, 2004|11:34 pm]
[mood | 100% awesome]
[music |My HDD going nuts]

Today was fucking awesome! EVERYTHING!!!!!! I did not go to school, because of my sickness. I was better at like 11am so that was hella cool. I got Chris from school at 2:20 and we went to the mall. He bought me my X-Mas gift, which I now have. It is America: The Book by Jon Stewart, Awesome read. We then left and went to my home and made a pizza which we cooked on the cardboard, lol. We left and went back to the mall for a little and saw made people! We left at like 8:30 and went to Wendy's for food. When we got to Wendy's Chris went into the restroom with boxing gloves on, which he aquired at Klein's. This girl said she wanted to box him when he was leaving, it was mad funny. So we ate in my car, and it ended up that her and her friend where parked right next to us in the parking lot. We talked for mad long and chris got beat up by one of them, fun fun! Their names are Jackie and Laurel. So after they left Chris and I meet up with made heads in mad whips and the fun began. There was like 4 cars and we were going crazy all night. We were fucking flying and doing donuts and just going crazy for like 2.5 hours. It was made fun, like you would not believe how much fun i had tonight. After that Chris' mother called and it sounded like she was going to kill him so we brought shoe buddy home and then I dropped him off and now I am here writing about the best night ever!!!!!!!!!
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Orsi, I stole your shit [Dec. 14th, 2004|10:49 pm]
[mood | blank]
[music |"Another Brick in the Wall" Pink Floyd]

THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. Socks
2. Work Shirt
3. MAd comfy Pants

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. Wireless mouse thingy
2. Sun Glasses
3. Green Day Beanie

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. Acquire $1,000,000,000,000,000.99
2. Have Sex
3. Meet Green Day and have them play at my house

THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
1. Musically Diverse
2. Likes pretty much anything
3. !DUCK!

THREE BAD(?) THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. Easy to piss off
2. I do not show anger to people, you would be scared if I did
3. You would all be dead

THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE
1. Italian
2. Irish
3.

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. Hair
2. Eyes
3. Cold tolerance

THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. Weight
2. My fingernails get dirty alot
3. My nose

THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME
1. I am racist
2. I want to kill the president
3. I have a horrible swearing problem

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. Fuck
2. Piece of Shit
3. Fucking Nigger Lover

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1. Canada
2. Canada
3. Canada

THREE NAMES THAT I GO BY
1. Cirillo
2. RC COLA
3. Cmin

THREE SCREEN NAMES I HAVE HAD
1. greenday6freak
2. MontrealHabs666
3. DLFINFAN13

1) What's your full name? - Ryan James Cirillo
2) How old are you? - 17
3) Where were you born? - Pittsfield, MA
4) What's your favorite color? - Red or Green
5) Who is your favorite poet? - Billie Joe Armstrong
6) What is your favorite food? - Pizza
7) What is your favorite movie? - A Bronx Tale
8) What is your favorite brand of shoe? - New Balance
9) What is your favorite form of currency (Dollar, Nickel, etc..)? - Benny
10) When is the last time you kissed someone? - ? do not count
11) What is your favorite season? - Fall
12) What is your favorite country? - Canada
13) What is your favorite language? - English, if you do not speak it then LEAVE!
14) What is your favorite day? - Friday or Saturday
15) What is your favorite drink? - flat Diet Pepsi
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I don't need your thought control... [Dec. 9th, 2004|10:17 pm]
[mood | Amped]
[music |"Another Brick in the Wall" - Pink Floyd]

Another boring few days, not bad at all though. Today I had a substitute for English class. That was awesome! Just another average day of doing nothing down in the Electronics Lab. Jake did not have my money, fucker! That is all for now, not to much going on until tomorrow, fun fun!!

R.I.P. Dimebag Darrell - The next dime bag is for you man!!!
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Ahhhhhhhhh... [Dec. 8th, 2004|08:06 am]
[mood | She Does Nothing!!!!!]
[music |"Deadbeat Holiday" - Green Day]

Well how is everyone doing, even though I see you people on a regular basis! Nothing to much to update in the past few weeks. Just never ending bordom! Bush passed a spending bill that gives 2.5 million tax dollars to buy himself a boat!! HaHaHa, that is America. Well Friday shall be fun!!!! Fuck all of you, that means good bye
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I'm From The Streets Of... [Nov. 25th, 2004|10:52 am]
[mood | good]
[music |"Black Label" - Lamb of God]

Compton, Niggers! How is everyone this morning? It is very nice out, the weather seems wonderful and I am in a good mood. Well one of those things won't be nice for long, the family rolls in at Noon. Everyone should go to Dunkin' Doughnuts for Thanksgiving. I hate family get togethers. Well if anyone has any ideas for me to do tonight or tomorrow night then post your ideas, because I am out
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